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6(2)班 chentingting
swallowsmayhavegone,butthereisatimeofreturn;willowtreesmayhavediedback,butthereisatimeofregreening;peachblossomsmayhavefallen,buttheywillbloomagain。now,youthewise,tellme,whyshouldourdaysleaveus,nevertoreturn?iftheyhadbeenstolenbysomeone,whocoulditbe?wherecouldhehidethem?iftheyhadmadetheescapethemselves,thenwherecouldtheystayatthemoment?
idon"tknowhowmanydaysihavebeengiventospend,butidofeelmyhandsaregettingempty。takingstocksilently,ifindthatmorethaneightthousanddayshavealreadyslidawayfromme。likeadropofwaterfromthepointofaneedledisappearingintotheocean,mydaysaredrippingintothestreamoftime,soundless,traceless。alreadysweatisstartingonmyforehead,andtearswellingupinmyeyes。
thosethathavegonehavegoneforgood,thosetocomekeepcoming;yetinbetween,howswiftistheshift,insucharush?whenigetupinthemorning,theslantingsunmarksitspresenceinmysmallroomintwoorthreeoblongs。thesunhasfeet,look,heistreadingon,lightlyandfurtively;andiamcaught,blankly,inhisrevolution。thus--thedayflowsawaythroughthesinkwheniwashmyhands,wearsoffinthebowlwhenieatmymeal,andpassesawaybeforemyday-dreaminggazeasreflectinsilence。icanfeelhishastenow,soireachoutmyhandstoholdhimback,buthekeepsflowingpastmywithholdinghands。intheevening,asilieinbed,hestridesovermybody,glidespastmyfeet,inhisagileway。themomentiopenmyeyesandmeetthesunagain,onewholedayhasgone。iburymyfaceinmyhandsandheaveasigh。butthenewdaybeginstoflashpastinthesigh。
whatcanido,inthisbustlingworld,withmydaysflyingintheirescape?nothingbuttohesitate,torush。whathaveibeendoinginthateight-thousand-dayrush,apartfromhesitating?thosebygonedayshavebeendispersedassmokebyalightwind,orevaporatedasmistbythemorningsun。whattraceshaveileftbehindme?haveieverleftbehindanygossamertracesatall?ihavecometotheworld,starknaked;amitogoback,inablink,inthesamestarknakedness?itisnotfairthough:whyshouldihavemadesuchatripfornothing