My wish is spend money to buy a piece of tail long dress. I also want to buy the violoncellp . And take them for a trip. I want to wear it when i am performing. When i get married, i can wear it. I feel very happy .When i comes to the dress. I think of him. I still can not put him . How can i do ? I miss him very much. I do not know what to do. I do not know that he will come back. I do not know if he is busy , or what is the matter with him. But i can only guess. I do not think i am using it. I feel like i am a failure. I do not know why i am going to be like this. I thought he loved me very much. Because with him, i feel very safe. He loved me very much. He was very fond of me. I thought i was going to the wedding hall with him . But the results may not be . What is the matter? Why do you leave, what is the reason ? I do not know it at all. I do not know why he did it to me. My world is confused now. I do not know what i will do later. I can not do withou him .
本文翻譯：我的願望就是花自己的錢買一件拖尾的長長的禮服。我想買一個大提琴。然後帶着他們去旅遊。我希望演出的時候會穿着它。結婚的時候也可以穿着它。我覺得很幸福。說到禮服。我又想起了他。我還是放不下他，怎麼辦？我很想他。我不知道怎麼辦。我不知道他會不會回來。我不知道他是不是有事在忙。或者是他出了什麼事情了。但是我只能猜測。我覺得我很沒有用。我覺得自己很失敗。我也不知道我和他為什麼會變成現在這個樣子。我以為他很愛我。因為跟他在一起的時候，我感到很安全。他很寵愛我。他很溺愛我。我以為我和他會一起走進婚禮的禮堂。但是結果卻不是。我不知道他是不是出了什麼事情。為什麼會分開。是什麼原因。我是一點都不知道。我不知道為什麼要這樣子對我。我的世界現在是迷茫的。我不知道以後該怎麼辦。我離不開他。