Maybe a long time ago, I always couldn't figure out how many problems he had, but I always used to consult others about these problems, and when others were reluctant to tell you, there would be contradictions.
Perhaps it will be many years before I can understand more truth, which is not so straightforward, not hidden in the surface of Yichuan on the break, but deep in the essence, we must think carefully before we can slowly understand.
I've read so many books before, but later on there was a tendency towards idealism. I always thought that life was like this, but in fact he didn't have such idealistic color at all. He was very realistic.
When I finally understand this, I'm glad it's not too late.
I didn't like watching TV dramas before, but now I still don't like watching TV dramas in particular, just because I won't be addicted to it. I can do other things without watching them.
However, I don't have such strong self-control over fiction. If it really suits my taste, I must finish it in a limited time as soon as possible, because the more I read, the less I get, the more I lose.
It's as if I used to like a writer's book so much that I copied its full abstract and filled it with several large copies. But at that time I felt so full that I didn't feel so foolish at all.