Have you ever met a person who clearly entered your world first but grew up when you became more and more interested in it?
You will always remember the initial warmth as you waited and withered in the long years to come, but the person who came to your world seems never to come back when you naively thought it was. After all, he really looked at your eyes so hot that you fell into a lot of things at a glance and always lost the original look like broken mirrors, broken pants, cut hair. All these things have something in common is that your mirror can restore your pants, can repair your hair, can be long, but that's always the case.
I said I don't love you at first, but I always look forward to you when the phone message arrives. I said I don't want you, but late at night I tossed and fell asleep. I said I don't care about you, but I still care about your space every day. I said I forgot you, how could I possibly forget everything? People are telling me it's going to be okay, but I don't know when it's going to be okay. It's like everything's getting worse and worse for me. No matter how we end up strangers and how kind we used to be to you, I really hope you don't regret knowing me. I'm really happy. Even if it's over, don't let it go.
If you can come back from Before, I would choose not to know you or I would not regret that I could not face the end of the present. I would not tell you that I tossed and turned hundreds of times from zero to six in the morning and closed my eyes.