Dear boyfriend:
Hello, I'm your girlfriend. I don't know how you would feel if you met you one day in the future and sent this letter to you so long in advance.
Amazing or touching or pampering my head and calling a fool. I don't know when I will meet you, so before I meet you, I want to tell you something in advance. Are you lost, so I look for you so slowly, let me wait so long, refused so many handsome and talented boys, well, I lied again, and I am narcissistic, but what I said is true, I am really working hard. Force is very serious waiting for you, before I met you, I have been trying to make myself excellent, whether in character or thought, I have let myself grow up independently, that is, when you meet you, you will like my stupidity, like my reality, like my simple and casual way of life.
Boyfriend, you know what? Before I met you, I had experienced many things and suffered many grievances. It was the kind of feeling that I couldn't say and find someone who knew me to experience. Boyfriend, do you know? Many times, when you are alone, when you are vulnerable, when you have stomach trouble in winter, when you are loved by others in front of me, when you go to class alone, do test papers, eat, I hope you will appear.
Although I met several people in my teens who wanted to get close to me, I pushed them far.